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JSeballos Well, my name's joanna seballos and Im a fifteen year old filipina who wishes to live on the west coast. |
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He's "unstoppable" in my heart ;)
Thursday, July 16, 2009, 8:28 PM
Kay so, as you know, if you read about me, im kinda obsessed with ryan bandong >.< Every morning i'd get out of bed, run to my ipod and play his unstoppable song hehe. And every night i'd fall asleep to it as well 8) So anyways i like totally forgot about him going on blogtv today so yea i was kinda pissed when i remembered at work =/ Its a good thing i have a cousin who shares this obsession(i think) with me. SO like the whole time ive been watching ryan videos and texting my cousin to ask her if he's on blogtv yet :P Then when i was ipod-ed out i just relaxed but i was hella bored ! EVENTUALLY some customers came into the restaurant to dine in but they got kind of annoyed at how i wouldnt pay attention all the time because of how ive been day dreaming about what would happen when i watch his blog :D LOL ! btw, im not a stalker aight ! I just happen to freak out when i think about him :) So basically i am your typical obsessed teenage girl who is obsessed with a guy who doesnt even know she exist 8) tehe. But that can change eventually :) and so i hope he goes on tonight, or should i say by tomorrow morning :P BUt like OMFG if i stay up until like 3 am and hes still not on :o i'd feel like crap, so as im writing this blog i have been constantly pressing the refresh button on the blogtv page to see if hes on :P and im also talking to my cousin who seems to be supportive? awww dang i feel so stupid now im staying up, where as i could be in bed by now all because im waiting for this guy i hardly even know to come onto blogtv :S who knows he may NOT even come on! But w.e i rarely go gaga over a guy i barely know so lets not take any chances so yeshh. This ends my blog now im gonna keep clicking the refresh button until he comes on 8) Hehe yea right hmm.. what shall i do. I dont even know. Basically my refresh clicking is unstoppable :) Kay so i gave him till like 1 and hes a no show so now i feel like crap and im gonna take my anger or sadness out by listening to more of his voice <3 tehe! |
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